I am quickly realising I have no will power. I am determined to lose some weight and get fit. I started keeping a food diary about a week ago when I found out I weigh over thirteen stone and my boyfriend weighs less than twelve!! I know that he is unhappy with his weight and says that he shouldn’t be that light so he is working on putting weight on but I still feel huge. So my healthy eating began….. Now I have a thing for chocolate and I am still eating it!! Even though I hate looking in the mirror and I think I look horrible in everything I put on. I just don’t get why I am still eating it???
I have been eating a bit better but its not enough. I also cannot muster up the energy to exercise, eve though I know I need to. I think this is partly to do with the fact that my boyfriend is always home when I am and I definitely don’t want to exercise in front of him and show him just how unfit I am! I may have to start doing it in the bathroom! Well, I suppose I’ll have to, I will be slimmer!!!